my life..

#1140

2011-01-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happy 2011!

A new year, a new chapter begins; challenges waiting to be overcome and surprises waiting to spring up.

Hope 2011 will be an oh-so-awesome year!

#1139

2010-12-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

Work

Omg, work is like totally different from what I've imagined. Of course, it has its pros over school - that there's no tasks when you knock off, there's super flexible snacking and eating time, no midnight revision for tests, no projects after office hours, no book reviews, no homeworks.

But on the whole, I would say that work is mundane and mundane. And one of the things that would deter me would be the never-changing routine each day, with no surprises popping out.

Yup.

I'd prefer a life of work-school.

#1138

2010-12-29T22:56:00.004+08:00

One month challenge:

Posting thoughts about random topics from now on..

#1137

2010-12-06T00:50:00.003+08:00

Something just struck me.

With reference to band farewell 2010.

The lie you told an hour before the event has no beneficial impact to either one of us. And till now I still think that it's utterly stupid.

Though trivial, but, one thing that grew out from it was a defining explantion for all that has changed and happened between us.

Work tomorrow! I need to get hold of another copy of the data I've shredded on friday, give me courage to request for one please!

#1136

2010-11-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

HI WORLD.

I'M BACK.

Os are officially out of my life and I'm gonna lead the holiday-type-of-life except that work is added to the schedule! Just a little update here.

Basically, a graduate from AHS, and proud to be one. Although there's lots of ups and downs in this four years, I'm super glad that I've survived through and successfully obtained the graduate's results slip. Graduated on 1 Oct 2010, children's day.

Os commenced on 25oct 2010 and ended on 15nov 2010, with not much emotions though.

Farewell (AHBand) was on 18 Nov 2010, kudos to sec3s to make it such a greattt success!

There's gonna be a nearly 2 months break before the commencement of the new sem, gonna work and work and shop and shop and eat and catch up with friends! :D

Okayz, that's all for now, goodbye!

#1135

2010-02-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

Till then, we will meet again.

I just want to say that you will always stand a place in my heart and no matter how nonchalent I may seem, you are important.

Right now, I shall get started on the path, pre-destined set for me this year.

Yup, till then we will meet, after I’ve done my fulfillments.

Bye blog, I’ll come back again. That will be my promise to you and to those people out there.

Take care and we shall meet again for the world is full of unexpected things!

Goodbye.

#1134

2010-02-28T02:54:00.002+08:00

Think, with a head of calm.
Rest, with a sea of peace.
Do things one at a time, if not they'll get mixed up and a new weird concoction will arise.

Think calmly, rationally and logically. But when it's time to rest, just rest and shut your thoughts off.

#1133

2010-02-28T02:04:00.003+08:00

"Time will show"

I'm currently enjoying the self-entitlement break for the past 2 days. 小病是福. Time to get a break from the hustle and bustle of the city.

Till then, we meet hahahahhh! Byebye.

#1132

2010-02-24T16:35:00.001+08:00

I'm getting bored of life.

#1131

2010-02-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

Band loh hey today :D A brand new style of lao-ing by turns. As the oldest batch in band, we've decided to just sit there and lao when the yusheng comes to us. hahahahaha.

Happy Belated Birthday to all!

#1130

2010-02-19T22:03:00.001+08:00

Welcome party today. Great job done sec3s! Can see that the stations were really well-planned and thumbsup for them. (Y)

Played an hour plus of captain’s ball with bare feet. Great opportunity for my soles to replenish their cells. Had fun looking for the ball in the dark and enjoyed the breeze of running across the court. ^^V

Looking forward to Mus’art concert! :D

#1129

2010-02-18T20:17:00.002+08:00

The key to life is to be happy and contented, not complacent. Be contented and yet strive for perfection. Stay positive always. Life is like a rock, there's not many things that can crush you that easily.

#1128

2010-02-17T20:13:00.002+08:00

I HATE TO SEE THIS...
I NEED TO FOCUS!

#1127

2010-02-16T20:53:00.002+08:00

I guess life is fair to give me a great Chinese New Year this year!

To sum up the chinese new year, I had steamboat with my family on the eve which was (Y), and there were beef pork chicken prawn fish hepeow balls mushrooms toufu touki scallops vegetables tanghoon abalone.

The next day was spent at my paternal grandma's bainianing. Caught up with my cousins and one of them gave birth to a cute baby girl ^^

Chu Er was spent at Chel's and Mr Mrs Chua's. Had an awesome time playing cheat with the guys, imagine putting a virtual 4Ks when you have the actual 4Ks on your first turn.. Then Mr Mrs Chua's house is nicely decorated and of course the cooking is (Y) with some alcohol and curry.

Today was spent at VanChia's, playing with cards and mahjong. Had a greeaat time too (: Cheat was fun so is mahjong and cards, dinner was fantastic!

It's really a fun solid 4 days spent out! Laugh like one million times and even small things crack my laugh nerves up. Woohooo wind it up and have a happy chinese new year!

P.r.e.p.a.r.e..f.o.r..s.c.h.o.o.l.

#1126

2010-02-15T13:39:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! In this new year, I wish everybody a prosperous future and to be blessed with good health!

This year started with 3 major events namely the Lunar New Year, Valentine's Day and Total Defence Day. Everything cramped up together and I wonder how can people really enjoy new year in this atmosphere.

Lack of things to say so......

新年快乐!

#1125

2010-02-13T14:47:00.003+08:00

Happy advance Lunar New Year! :D

It's tomorrow, kicked off with a steamboat dinner tonight! Nothing beats eating together on a table as a family, on a special night. ^^

This break came in handy and I'm so going to sweep out everything lying on the table. Had a great day at professor's house yesterday too, and she's got LOTS of food lying on her table as well. hahahhaha and Potassium Hydroxide, the wish that we hoped didn't come true today.. Hope it comes soon!

祝大家新春快乐!

#1125

2010-02-10T22:01:00.001+08:00

Hi world!

Firstly, Chinese New Year 2010 is coming in 4 days! Woooohoooo steamboat break television movies ftw! :D

And omg, EQ kept reminding of the Chu1 Qi1 which = ren2 ri4 = you'll get one year older on that day.

Okay I think I've gotta find the optimum number of hours of sleep at night. Can't sleep too little or too much.

I refuses to think anymore, 'cos I just want a simple and yet contented life.

#1123

2010-02-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

I'm troubling over things that I shouldn't be troubled over for.

Such fools we have been, it's time to stop being a fool and be a smart person, mixed blood!

Nonetheless, it's going to be a dreamful and sleepless night, again. sianzxs. Sometimes, I really hope that the neurones can stop transmitting nerve impulses when they detect a decrease in light intensity.

Not because of sympathy, I promise.
Not because of differences, I assure.
But because of real acknowledgment.

Many days and nights have passed,
but have we realised how much time has been lost?
To identify people's flaws, and not to rectify our own problems?

Life is simple, but humans make it complicated.
Could we, revert back to the past, where everything starts from simplicity,
where everything comes from a good nature of heart?

I believe, and I hope. And I wish that over-optimism don't set in at this point of time.

#1122

2010-02-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

福无双至祸不单行

February is hereeeee, a week is gone so three more weeks left. I thought that it was a super short month because of a non leap year.

This week was relatively okay except that science labs are really good because it kicks me off the regular routine of staying in class. But, chemistry is pissing me off cos my results turned out to be the other way round, a totally different graph. sianxs

The test of the week is geography. It's a total free response paper. Everything from the topic can be written down, so in the end all the indicators are somehow mentioned in the paper because it turned out that all the indicators are interlinked.

Homework is refilling everyday like the nutrients replenishing in my cell .

My sec1 junior went to get a glass coke bottle to practice blowing air downwards. (Y)

Let nature takes its course seems to be popping out of my mouth when I'm at my tethers and I really don't plan to take any step out. But, I don't mind giving it a miss since it doesn't matter as much now. Things start to get so small, when you compare it with the big picture.

Obstacles are created to spice life up if not life will be as boring as a flat track rollercoaster.

Love Me - Collin Raye

#1121

2010-02-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

Life Changing Experiences

We touch the lives of others in ways we often never know. People sometimes come into our personal world for fleeting moments and can leave us forever changed. We have more power to create or to destroy than we can imagine. We can leave things or individuals better or worse than we found them. A look, a word, a gesture has tremendous impact and frequently we blither along through our existence unaware of the mighty power that our communication wields.
Here's an example:
It was a rainy, humid day: the mother of all bad hair days. I was riding on a bus downtown to go to work. The windows on the bus were covered in condensation so thick you couldn't see outside. Everyone was wilting. I was sitting next to a man in a business suit and didn't pay much attention until we both got off at the same stop and walked to the same newsstand to get a morning paper.
The man running the stand was obviously having a bad day. He was rude, abrupt and unsmiling as we purchased our papers, which served to only add more gloom to my day. The businessman caught my eye and smiled. He then proceeded to smile brightly, thank the newsstand proprietor for the paper and for being open on such a morning to make sure we were able to get our papers. In short, he expressed his appreciation for something most of us would take for granted.
The man running the newsstand responded only with a grunt and a sour expression. The businessman then pleasantly wished him a pleasant day.
As we turned away, I asked this man why he had continued to be pleasant to the newsman when he obviously didn't care about and didn't respond to his expression of appreciation and friendliness. The businessman grinned at me and said, "Why would I let someone else control what I say and what I feel or what kind of day I'm going to have?"
We then separated to go to our respective work places. To this day, I don't know who that business man was, where he worked, or anything else about him. I never saw him again, even though I looked for him on the bus on other days. He appeared briefly in my life and disappeared just as quickly. I don't even remember what he looked like. But I've never forgotten the words he said or the way his smile seemed like a shaft of light on a gloomy day.
That was a good 25 years ago, but the impact this had on my life has lasted. I never had a chance to thank him personally, but the way in which I try to choose to look at life as a result of those words is his legacy to me and my thanks to him.
Our interactions with the people we encounter can impact at least the next five people that person encounters. A smile and words of simple appreciation multiply themselves geometrically.
We cannot control people and situations that come to us, but we can always control our response to them. And in such positive decisions lie our control and personal power to make a positive difference. And it's something anyone and everyone can do. It is a real legacy that can impact both the present and the future.
This week's story was submitted by Gail Pursell Elliott. Gail is President of Innovations Training With A Can-Do Attitude.
Source: http://www.topachievement.com/chronicles/lifechanging.html

#1120

2010-02-04T10:37:00.001+08:00

Chinese New Year in 9 days! Woohoo, throw away everything and welcome the red packets and goodies^^V

#1119

2010-02-03T03:03:00.003+08:00

A milkshake of feelings. Although it doesn't taste as nice, but it does feel that way, especially when its concoction failed.

Great thanks to Hsiaolan today! For making my day and to aid me out. A day filled with hilarious laughter. :D ^^V

I did what I'm supposed to, just shut up your mouth if you're rebutting with you're not supposed to. I'm so not going to regret my decisions from now on, with some exceptions that is.

Black rod has been passed down to Valerie so jiayou girl! And the flutes need repair des-per-ately, gotta find ways to pop some flutes out while they're sent for repair. It'll be great if flutes can undergo cell division.

If you chose, to believe in words that are untrue, to trust his/her words more than mine, then go ahead. Nothing has came to a conclusion anyway. I thought that self-explanatory will suffice so I've decided to shut up, since words at this point of time won't be much appreciative of.

A horse that gallops in the great huge patches of grasslands, or a lion that charges in the wild woods, or the streams of water flowing in the river, can't be stopped.

I apologise for your pain, but it's your choice at the end of the day, whether to alleviate it, and it's your choice, to choose the best way to do so.

I need to survive through the year, must! Omg, this is like a semi-stepping stone to my money-earning future.

Love need not be shown on the face, it needs to be spread through radiation. It's either you can feel it or you can't.

#1118

2010-02-01T23:32:00.001+08:00

Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.
- Vipin Sharma

Ultimate faith. :D

#1117

2010-02-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

1. Sometimes in life, you'd have to prioritise. Do not prioritise one that only puts you as an option.

2. Somehow or another, I've foreseen this day coming. I have never expected it to be so sudden.

3. I've decided to make the best out of what I can, instead of running away. Since it won't help either side if I had chosen the latter. That's a decision made.

4. I hate to do this, to live in other people's memories. Have to and need to change.

5. To my best of my abilities, I will try to salvage. Give me time manzxs.

Till then.

I'm swinging on the Tarzan's swing, hesitating whether to grab that fruit, to ease my hunger.

#1116

2010-02-01T01:20:00.000+08:00

Happiness and contentment, is there a relationship between these 2?

February, must, be a better month, at least I hope so.

For there is no one, who can't live without someone

#1115

2010-01-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hi human beings,
today will be the last day of the month,
which I had enjoyed through or suffering through the torment of decisions and mind-boggling situations.

To summarise my first month of the new decade, it was wonderful, in the sense that everything was shone in such positive light, though falling into the pits sometimes became inevitable.

Of course, shone in a positive light doesn't mean that everything was good, but it was just that views from another perspective were adopted.

Lessons have been alright I guess, with a kick-start from the starting line of revision tests, all the way till now that a page of my bobdog has been filled up. Pace of lesson is quite manageable, and I need to manage my time even more, due to piling assignments and numerous tests.

My last concert, titled La Danse Finale is over, so does my events on the band calendar. Apart from the fun activities going on such as the welcome party, camps if there are and of course band day.

I'm a bit taken aback, by actions took by the others. It's alright I thought. I have totally no idea where x heard it from and I apologise if you've heard it from my mouth personally, although I thought that it was highly impossible. Through the many mouths of others, the reliability and the accuracy of the information may be altered and hence, not fit to be used as a discouragment. All in all, I have got the right to reserve any of my comments or my so called 'judgement' to be told to anyone. If and only if, you've heard the words from my mouth, then I will account for them. But up till this point, I will still say a word of sorry. Yup.

This post has turned to a tone so formal. Perhaps due to the many lessons hold by Ms Ng on formality of tone. sianzxszxs

Thoughts have been gushing in and out of my nerve impulses today. I'm shocked, I'm disappointed with myself, I'm omg-y, I've got nothing to say.

Will a word of sorry salvage the situation? I have got absolutely no idea.

Have a pleasant day ahead!

You do not demand for it, you do not yearn it, you earn it.
You have a choice, to forgive and forget, or to bear grudges through your journey.
You have a choice, to self-assume, or to treat it literally.
For that, I'll apologise for my discrepancies in my personalities, I'll change if given a chance.
Oh well, let's see ^^

#1114

2010-01-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

20012010, Happy 16th!

Firstly, I would like to thank everybody for celebrating the beginning of my 16th year of life. It was so memorable, though simple yet contented. I would like to thank (in no order), Huifen Qianlin Emilyn Gwen Claire Rex Ronald Pehsiang Chelsea Hsiaolan Xinying Binglian Yuquan Zhiyan 4E'10 JiaYing ValerieNgSX Melissa Mingli Jiahao Zhihao Aloysius facebook wall writers for all your messages and gifts, that contribute to the memorable day of the 16th year!

I'm really thankful that I'm bestowed with many good friends and juniors and seniors in my life, in my last 15 years of life. 15 years have gone past with a swoosh and many incidents occured. The 15th year has not been a smooth one, with lots of humps and bumps but I'm glad I've survived through, getting up on my feet after being defeated flat on the ground. I will just be who I am and it's not up to you to judge but up to me to decide. I've got the authority to be who am I, so bursting with a brand new confidence, I stood up. Also, friends whom are abandoned are gained back, which I thought that it was a double plus. Chatting with huifen that day, she totally forgotten about then, which I gave a thought about forgetting about it as well. Look forward to the bright future.

I'm thankful for what I have now, including my family, as I know everything will vanish into nothingness in the end. Grap the opportunity to love before it's too late, and it's time to treasure what you have, all our friends, and a word of care and concern does matter.

I've just realised something, I'll laugh off my tears whenever they'd want to come down. Hence, it has been some time since I teared, since laughing has became my hobby. Isn't that good? :D

Thank you everyone once again!

AHBand, please do your best for the upcoming concert. I believe, we believe, everybody believes that WE can do it! Just go for it, and make it the best blast of music! Isn't music the common language that we speak of? Yup, get tickets selling away and be prepared to present the best music to the audience! :D And to my dearest Fluboes, good is never enough, best can barely suffice, so don't stop improving!

#1113

2009-12-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

Seriously, I think that there must be somewhere I'm destined to go to. For all those shit and stupid things that I'm going through are just the process of getting to the destination. If there really isn't such a place, or target or destination, what's the point of living, seriously!

hahahahaha, might as well laugh my life off ^^

#1112

2009-12-25T14:37:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all!

:D

#1111

2009-12-16T21:13:00.003+08:00

Post number #1111.

Going on a short trip, but I'm really glad that this breaks the usual routine and yup, hopefully I will get energised after that!

Throw throw throw away everything in Singapore and have a great time partyinggggg over there with wonderful pastries (Y) Best thing on earth.

Yup, till then! :D

P.S. I've got a feeling huifen is eating yansuji now!

#1110

2009-12-13T20:46:00.002+08:00

I know, and hopefully, I understand your underlying intentions.

Humans are selfish people, so no matter how much you do or maybe did, most will not appreciate, so what for? For the sake of, "hi, this is your job."

I don't care much now, and Team Singapore is standing on the middle platform now, SPECTACULAR!

And I'm really really glad that there's alumni playing for the section! Okay, others don't get the wrong meaning, lol.

At this point of time, I'm glad that there's people who is willing to lend me a helping hand. Thanks a lot, I really appreciate it.

Huifen is flying away soon ): And Jiaying is flying off today. Have fun peeposzxs!

And QianLin just told me that the Singapore Anthem on the SEA games is super zao xia, and it turned out to be super elcaminoreal. Like omg, please listen on channel 5!

And they pronounce Laos as Lao3.

Spamzxs!

#1109

2009-12-12T00:52:00.005+08:00

Too tired to discern right from wrong, true from fake. Never mind, I am still hanging on here, till my last second. Regrets, of saying things at the wrong timings. Worried, that many things could not be done on time. Disappointed, of reliance. Trying to let go things, that bring nothing but shams. Many many things are hidden behind a veil of mask, so shadowy, and, I am going to let go them.. Nonetheless, I will complete my tasks before K.O. And yup, I won't give up.

P.S.: I did saw you today.

#1108

2009-12-11T00:34:00.003+08:00

I seldom say things like that, but lately, it has been increasing in numbers.

But disappointingly, words spoke could not be taken back. I hope they can use them wisely yeah.

When these words come out of my mouth, it's going to be a rare scene coming out soon^^

#1107

2009-12-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

It has evolved into a game of guessing.

Everything swirled into a whirlpool of confusion.

And thankfully, saviours came and saved my life, my fate.

Thank you, huifen, for your endless support and friendship. I'm greatly thankful to you.

And thank you minghao, for enlightening me, and reminding me of many many things that I have neglected for the past few months.

Life is turning good, hopefully, definitely.

#1106

2009-11-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

Science Centre + Bodyworlds with Jia Ying today.

One word that sums up the whole day, wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh!

Yup fun and exciting, fantastic and fabulous!

I think any outings should be held there! hahaha, not being a science freak but it's really fun to have those hands-on all around you. :D

Really bee-sy week ahead! I hope to get out alive though.

#1105

2009-11-30T00:15:00.001+08:00

One word,

unhappy. ):

#1104

2009-11-29T13:46:00.007+08:00

Reposting #897

I Believe

I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that.

I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them

I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't.

I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

I believe- That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I believe- That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe- That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time!

I believe- That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I believe-- That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I believe- That just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe- That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I believe- That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I believe- That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I believe- That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I believe- That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other, And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I believe- That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I believe- That two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I believe- That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I believe- That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I believe- That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I believe- That the people you care about most in life are the essence of life. Tell them today how much you love them and what they mean to you.

Source: http://www.rogerknapp.com/inspire/Ibelieve.htm

#1103

2009-11-28T23:26:00.001+08:00

NGSHIMIN is moving on with life. Yup, I'm putting an end to all those days and nights of endless thoughts. Live life, simply, and most importantly happy.

Hereby, I will like to say, Goodbye my dear Sec4s seniors! It will be great to see you back in band
again!

It's time to move on with life, this phase of my life, has officially ended.

#1102

2009-11-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

AHBAND FAREWELL 2009

23 November 2009, marks the end of the AHBand journey with Sec4s'09. It was in that short 4 hours, when we said all our goodbyes and thankyous. It was in that short 4 hours, where we start treasuring the presence of sec4s seriously. It was only 4 hours. Somehow, I felt that I'm given a 40days farewell, where we could talk through the night about all sort of stupid things that happened during their term in ahband. Where we could have heart-t0-heart talk, to really say our piece of mind, and to really let them go..

Okay firstly, I would like to say that the preparation of farewell is really really super tiring. Hence, I will like to thank all my batchmates or my bandmates for stirring me on in the midst of these preparation. I feel that this process of preparation really bonded my batchmates and I together, through the hectic schedule and laughing at each other during the dance practices. Not forgetting how much fun we had during the taking of video, and the chionging of cards with Ronald in the middle of the night till 2 or 3. I would especially want to thank gwen for being my video partner! She's a fantastic partner seriously, and the bulk of the results really goes to her! Thanks gwen! I would like to thank my section juniors and mates, for helping out with so many farewell things, the cards, the wrapping, the presents and so many many many! Thanks fluboes!

Secondly, I would like to thank AHBand, for the neverending laughter that you've given during the farewell dinner, and for supporting the work of sec3s (: The cheers alone were able to tell me that everything paid off. So a big thank you to everyone in AHBand!

(I sound like I'm leaving AHBand or something :X)

Thirdly, I would want to say thankyou and goodbye to Mingli Jiahao Odelia Jingyi Ximeng Jiahui Teri Huimin Yanhao VanessaChia Sharmaine Carol Faris Elizabeth Joyann Kevin Yongquan Delphine! This day of separation will have to come and it happens to be yesterday. I was really too blank yesterday to even be sad. Thank you, for all that you've contributed to AHBand the past 4 years, and the laughter, joy, happiness, that you've added to my life! I'll miss the times where we cried joy of happiness, in Victoria Concert Hall, after winning the prestigious award of Gold with Distinction in the National Band Competition 2009 with a score of 85%, also topping the Second Division as well. Similarly, I'll miss the times where we cried all the way from Singapore Conference Hall back to Anglican High School, on the day of SYF'09. 6 April 2009, something that I guess, everyone won't forget. Band #104, Anglican High Concert Band, Silver. At that moment, the hall was filled with silence and it was just undescribable. Mrs Chua asked some that why are you crying when you have already done your best? I guess our best just wasn't on that day. The feeling really sucks to the max okay. Months of preparation ended with a silver. Process does matter, but on the other hand, I felt that awards will determine our degree of hardwork put in the process. It's over, on that day, everything just ended. AHBand still remains as a silver band. After the competition, we still tell ourselves, so what if others say that we're a silver band, we're still a gold band, in our hearts. We went through 2 concerts together, memorable and unforgettable. Yeah, thank you sec4s so so so so much, for your guidance, seriously guidance, how you guided us to play music not just noice, how you guided us to be a better person with an optimistic attitude, how you guided us to not give up, how you guided us to persevere on, how you guided us through numerous events, how you guided us as a guardian angel, how you guided us from the start till the end. On top of this, I would like to thank especially mingli, for your guidance as well, how you guided me to be protective of oneself, how you guided me to not give up and to improve, how you guided me through stacks of scores, how you guided me through your numerous jiayou cards, how you guided me through your macdonald's breakfast and energy bars on the day of NBC, that have given me a full stomach to play, how you guided me to be wary, how you guided me to hangon even though I'm on the verge of breaking down, how you guided me to my term as a SL, how you guided me through piccolo as well, and there's just an endless list to it. Also, I would like to thank jiahao for guiding me through music, for guiding me to achieving a nice wonderful tone, for guiding me to expressive music, for guiding me to eating diusum hahaha, for guiding me through band, for guiding me through life, for guiding me to my term as a librarian, and the list just goes on and on. Not forgetting Elizabeth, where we had late night talks on MSN talking about xx and xx and xx, making my day, and how we talked how tiring band is that we don't wish to go but we still went in the end, and how much we talked about all random things on earth <3. I would also like huimin for entrusting the job of a librarian to me and I forever won't forget how cute you are! And for those sec4s I've missed out, it's all in the cards I've made for you guys! (: Section talk was wonderful, fantastic. The cake was nice, the drink was nice, and the talk is of course, guarantee plus chop nice. yeah go fluboes! Sorry fluboes, for causing the silence during the talk. I'll forever love the eye mask and the toe pad along with the nail polish. ftw! <3 The heart shape given by jiahao is like so wonderfully done too, custom made gosh! Thanks xiao hao! (: OH, and the butterfly net, which I thought looked like a fishing net, was given by Elizabeth! It was such a kawaii gift, one of the super peculiar yet practical gift I've received. Thanks ellie! (: Then everything ended, with pitch darkness. I wanted to talk more with many, but was held back by time. Lastly, I would like to say, goodbye my beloved sec4s! Your presence in AHBand will always be remembered and etched in my heart! Zaijian goodbye sayonara and xiexie thankyou arigato!

- Signing off, NG SHI MIN [Fluboes, AHBand] (:

P.S. : My dear TML and LJH, I was in a rush that I couldn't pen down everything in that notebook! Gosh, so sorry I think I should make up for another one and passed it you guys. Hope that you guys will come by this blog!

Farewell song ‘09

我们就那么偶然地相遇

彼此之间没什么默契

谁知道我们成为了朋友

生活中有新的节奏

但偏偏这时你必走

疑惑处处缠绕在我心中

看时间那么快地去

不想分离只想陪你到底

你带我走出黑暗的道路

也一起担当一切困苦

我伤心的时候你陪我哭

不让我向压力屈服

但偏偏这时你必走

疑惑处处缠绕在我心中

看时间那么快地去

不想分离只想陪你到底

朋友别忘记我

我们都苦过也乐过

你是阳光也是力量

使我们以后不在虚弱

朋友别忘记我

我们都苦过也乐过

你是阳光也是力量

使我们以后不在虚弱

你是朋友也是我的导师

我会牢记你所有指导

祝福你也希望你会开心

我们都永远爱你

〔AHBAND 望不了你〕

#1101

2009-11-22T00:43:00.002+08:00

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IF INTERESTED, JUST LEAVE A TAG ON MY TAGBOARD, WITH YOUR EMAIL.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THANKS FOR SUPPORTING ANGLICAN HIGH CONCERT BAND! (:

#1100

2009-11-18T02:01:00.002+08:00

Everything I post will be up to date of 17/11/09.

Section outing today for farewell presents @IMM! Minghao, be prepared for the coolest thing on Earth, if nothing goes wrong! haha I hope that you guys will think that it's cool also!

The trip to IMM was really long, inclusive of the shuttle bus ride. It was great shopping with fluboes and joking or laughing about everything that we see on the streets. Although gifts this year are simple, it is also a token of our appreciation. I think I'm going to miss Minghao like shit after farewell, not that I don't miss them now. It's just that after they leave for greater endeavours, it feels kind of hollow yeah. Like xylem, sturdy structure of dead vessel cells.

23 Nov. Now, I hope time goes just a bit slower, just this once.

#1099

2009-11-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

Post #1099, one post before the start of the 11th hundred. I'm going to make sure I've done all those stated below before I start afresh on the 11th hundred.

On 17th November 2009, 23:59pm, I made a promise with Ronald Lee: Have the just do it mentality in life, no matter in which aspect. Whatever hurdles we meet in life, we're going to face them with a positive attitude. We feel that bitching doesn't help much, hence we've decided just to tell the person straight, so that he/she can change for the better, instead of doing nothing, making the world a friendlier place. Not going to care about what other people will be commenting, as long as we're doing the right thing, we can't really control what other people feel about us, the negative side we're referring to. Just move on in life, and JUST DO IT! BFF, and we're going to constantly remind each other about the mentality we forged today, and to make each other's lives even better. We're comment and criticize each other's character and way of doing things, to better improvise our life.

That's all. A happy day indeed. (:

#1098

2009-11-16T22:00:00.002+08:00

Batch practice today was fun, it was really cool and good to play together with the same tuning. YAY flutes! (:

I like the way everybody gave their two cents worth, it made everybody has an opportunity to say what they think about the playing since everybody has different mindset.

I really damn damn damn love the part A of spirited away, how the flutes should sound. (:

#1097

2009-11-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

HI, long time no post.

Firstly, I've endured 2 weeks of ALPS, alive and still kicking punching eating sleeping. It had been a toa cah soh-y type of thing cos of moodswings, bad mood, overloading of work, and blahblahblah.

Secondly, I thought that the 4 tests yesterday was kind of unprepared since I studied only after I woke up only on the day itself. But it's kind of assuring to hear that it's going to stand 1% of the CA.

Thirdly, teachers have been parting us with sweet farewell speeches in class. It's really quite touching that they were the ones who accompanied us through this rough year and made us grew this much. Mdm Ho came up with a skit starring the elephant pencil case that she has. She drew a ice mountain on the board, numbered at different altitude of the mountain. She used the elephant to act out how we endured through this 2 weeks of ALPS, hence the numberings refer to the dates of ALPS. In short, thank you all teachers who have taught me this year, cliche but I will still have to say it. Without you, there won't be me.

Fourthly, I've made a promise with Ronald, to focus all our attention onto band after O level Chinese. I'm going to do whatever I can to help my section, the band. The rest is up to them to decide if they want to put in an equal amount of effort. Yeah let the juniors go, and see them soar in the sky.

Fifthly, farewell'09 for band is coming real soon. Everything is in a hectic rush. I really hope we could finish everything on time.

Sixthly, when time is pressing, it just makes us treasure it even more. However, I still hope that I can use my time wisely even when there's lots to spare.

Seventhly, I think it's time to count my blessings. I'm blessed to have my family, my friends, band, health, happiness, optimism, to be able to be educated, and many more. People have been adding colours to my life in one way or another. For those who chose to paint it black, I'm still thankful. It had made me treasure how my life was painted with bright pleasing colours.

Eightly, I'm still contemplating whether to go pcsband camp. It has been quite some time since I did my portion of responsiblity as an alumni, hence the current members might get a shock or something.

Ninethly, a very Happy Birthday to my mummy today! YAY, there's cake present and KFC, isn't that a perfect birthday? But, I'm afraid not.

Tenthly, I'm free on this coming Wednesday, anybody interested to get farewell attire together? (:

Lastly, just another 6 weeks, and I will be progressing on to my academic year in Sec4. I foresee that it is going to be a tough year ahead. I shall brace myself, and get prepared for next year. In the meantime, life must get serious, and I should start thinking about improvements.

Looking forward to 30/11, farewell, Macau in December! (:

#1096

2009-11-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

I read through, and thought, if given a choice, I will choose to go back to my life then.

It was simpler, and filled with more satisfaction, less complication.

Maybe I've changed, and doesn't fit there anymore? But, I would love to be back there. (:

#1095

2009-11-08T19:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, was such a car ride.

I went Jurong East area with my Daddy Mummy Brother, hahaha, to repair the netbook. Then it was to daiso then to dover road for chicken rice, and lastly, we went to see some seeds, forgotten the name of it, at the village of those caucausions. Hmm, maybe I can stereotype them now, accumulation of experiences. Lastly, we stopped at expo, for Robinson's. LOL.

Expo can be a great getaway when you've got nowhere to go on a weekend afternoon or night. There's this healthy lifestyle fair which takes your BMI and it introduces healthy diet and stuff. Heng my weight didn't increase a lot. Robinson's was a great squeeze, grab things and went.

Guys wear caps to save trouble of styling hair, am I right?
hahahaha.

#1094

2009-11-05T21:07:00.002+08:00

Some people love to keep their things in their hearts. Things include their thoughts, their memories, their feelings. They never love sharing with others, because that, will ultimate cause some harm, inflicted either to oneself or the opposite party.

If you knew you have to do it afterall, would you still have waited till then? If you knew you need all the things, would you still have waited till then?

Well sometimes, people say words that reflect the opposite of their thoughts. If they actually thought of something, they would, sometimes, maybe, say the opposite. Everything soon evolve into a guessing game as what Mdm Sim said earlier in the morning. Just shoot what you want to say, and everything will not become a mountain but just a molehill.

OKAY, SEEING YOUR POOL IN THE TV IS REALLY COOL. Sorry but I really want to say this! haha bukit timah... just go eat shit!

I've just sneezed and my heart just stopped beating once according to Mrs Chua on monday.

#1093

2009-11-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

I feel so much like a pig these few days, maybe it's due to paying my sleep debt.

I need to find a life, desperately, and to rid of all things in my mind.

#1092

2009-10-29T20:43:00.001+08:00

Happy things.

Out with Huifen Ronald Pehsiang Gerald Rex on Monday, great day. Although it was pure stressing of leg muscle. yay, had fun 'partying' at sakae too, one of the best days this year.

Sister's Keeper yesterday with Huifen Ronald Chelsea Gerald Rex Weizhang. Fantastic show, but I heard it does not tally with the actual ending of the book. I wonder if it's a real life story.

Unofficial last day tomorrow, extended school term for the next 2 weeks, spare us of boredom? Not really.

Looking forward to 30/11. (:

#1091

2009-10-29T20:40:00.001+08:00

3 things:

1. Reap what you sow, not what you DON'T sow.
You put in effort in doing so, and you get your fruits of labour. And not, stealing fruits from other people.

2. Trust and believe.
Don't doubt when you don't trust, cos that's irritating. You're dead certain about something and yet someone doubts it, how's it?

3. Humans' everchanging attitude is not a nature, is a fault.
Humans change constantly and we claim that it's our nature to do so. But from another perspective, isn't there a fault lie in ourself?

I really hope to finish school soon, it's just so tiring. And people have been pissing me off for I have no idea why too. Sincerely apologised for that.

Pass tomorrow?

#1090

2009-10-25T20:27:00.003+08:00

Everyone has got an end to their life. For an end to exist, there must be a beginning, right?

Well, that equates to, a person life = a beginning + an end

Everybody will experience that, it's just a matter if you've got a astonishing, a remarkable process. Perhaps, that's why people always say that it's the process that matters the most.

Not quite true. Do you dare say that, you study, because you enjoy the process? And not because of the certificate you achieved at the end to allow you to earn big bucks?

Or in a competition, whatever competition, science arts mathematics, your ultimate aim is for that title, isn't it?

Irony it is.

Well, in order to have a refreshing process in life, you must first get what is called peculiar. Do acts that are peculiar. Hence, you will have the limelight on you, but in a different manner.

Okay so end of story is, make your life different, disimiliar. So that, you will lead a special life, maybe it's going to be purposeful at the end. No idea.

End.

New word learnt today: Tautology. Credits - Okto. HAHAHA.

#1089

2009-10-25T13:11:00.000+08:00

What are vulgarities?

1. Vulgarity is words used to describe things that English could not narrate out.

2. Vulgarity is used when no words could actually represent the anger, the contents, the fury, the unhappiness.

3. Vulgarity, is to enhance the actual meaning of the sentence.

4. Vulgarity is just an act of low-stooping behaviour.

What is vulgarity exactly?

#1088

2009-10-23T21:52:00.001+08:00

A break please.

I need to break free from this binding world at this point of time.

But I can't. HOW SIAN. hahahahahahaha

Okay term's ending, ALPS 's starting. O level chinese is approaching real soon.

=)=

#1087

2009-10-22T21:53:00.001+08:00

As you grow older, you learn to discern right from wrong. You learn to let go of things, you learn to accept that it is really harmful to you.

Till now, it still hurt, but then, it's time to let go.

Let go thoroughly.

2009 is coming to an end. It's time to reflect and move on, again. The hardest thing to do in life.

#1086

2009-10-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

When you're meeting an obstacle, you have to first face it, accept it, then let go of it.

If you are going to cling on to it, there's not going to be any progression in your advancement.

Easy as it sounds to be, it might not be. Letting go, is the first courageous step we will have to take.

History is there for us to reflect and ponder on, it's not a tripping stone for us to trip over and cry over the blood lost.

#1085

2009-10-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

why.

If anything goes wrong tomorrow, I'm going to the waffle buffet.

#1084

2009-10-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

I wanted to post something about my dreams but then I think I'll give it a miss this time round.

Firstly, I'm glad that I need not do something that is under me.

Secondly, if credit is being charged to someone else with my efforts totally, I'm going to blow up my top.

Thirdly, I'm happy with my life now except for hiccups here and there.

Fourthly, I get the rationale behind it, but I guess it's not working as well.

Fifthly, I'm so convinced by you.

Sixthly, we can be good friends provided you be less convincing.

Seventh-ly, my embouchure is lost.

Eightly, goodbye.

#1083

2009-10-18T13:19:00.002+08:00

Many things happened during this period of hiatus.

Mostly occupied by exams I guess. Sometimes it isn't the amount of effort you put in that determine your results, it's the on-site performance.

CCA is resuming soon, it will soon be whirled into a scene of fluster and bustle. Hope that the results shown will not only be dependent on the actual performance but also the effort put in.

Things contradict when your hormones are not functioning well. Brain receives the wrong stimulus and you will do the wrong actions.

Thank you, for bestowing me with good friends.

#1082

2009-10-11T07:41:00.003+08:00

I've tried not to deviate away from the books, but to no avail.

Well, 5 hours for one chapters isn't very productive, is it?

GG is such a common abbreviation for 'Good Game' that contains irony, as it refers to the opposite meaning of the literal one.

Avail on the other hand, refers to help or benefit. So when using to no avail, it refers to non-beneficial or helpless.

Please pardon me for the sudden obsession of words, as tomorrow I will be taking English paper. I've foresee that they will ask us about the meanings of colloquialism and translate it to proper English.

Carbonic anhydrase catalyses the process where carbon dioxide reacts with water to form carbonic acid. This reaction is reversible which means that carbonic anhydrase will catalyse the breakdown of carbonic acid into water and carbon dioxide.

Any errors in the sentence stated above, please correct me. hahaha thanks.

#1081

2009-10-10T13:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY OHF! (:

I've got 55 chapters to go for EOY! woohoo GG!

#1080

2009-10-01T20:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TO ALL! NO MATTER YOU'RE A GENUINE CHILD OR ONE THAT DESIRES TO BE ONE

And special thanks to Ms Ng, Chen Lao Shi, Mr Mok, Ms Chua for the children's day treats! (:

I feel young today! Best children's day ever!

#1079

2009-09-30T00:05:00.002+08:00

On a mad rush, in hope of completing the journey.

This time round, my over-estimation will be the cause of this fall.

I shall give in my best shot and leave the rest to its course.

#1078

2009-09-28T23:52:00.001+08:00

It was such a pretty day until you came into the picture.

#1077

2009-09-27T12:44:00.000+08:00

I don't want anything.

I just want to be myself.

#1076

2009-09-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

I'm going to stop finding out what is the truth. Because, it's so taxing to decipher the meaning behind those and to infer based on your intuition.

Over time, immunity will set in and your heart will be numbed. I will just have to await that moment.

Best of luck for paper 1 tmr guys!

#1075

2009-09-23T22:16:00.001+08:00

A picture tells a thousand words.

#1074

2009-09-19T03:26:00.002+08:00

Strong may it appear, vulnerable as it is inside.

Masked by an ignorant face, who, can actually see through the membranes of skin to see what it is actually thinking?

Things have been okay except for some hiccups here and there. Hiccups doesn't sound right here, but then my mind is kind of blank now to think of any other words.

This hectic week is finally over. 6 tests inclusive of 2 O-level related examinations. No more irregular bio clock I hope, after tonight of course.

She, knocked me into pondering. Do we, actually have to study this hard? Or do we, just have to go around the world, to experience what is call life?

But nonetheless, till I get the answer to the questions above, I shall just stick to the conventional way of achieving success, through diligence, and not really thinking about where is diligence is going to bring me to.

From what I know, there's 18 days left and over 80 chapters to study. GG.

#1073

2009-09-17T20:37:00.001+08:00

I find it so absurd, that you're assuming that I'm the one at fault when you struck the fire first.

#1072

2009-09-16T22:14:00.002+08:00

I should seriously stop sleeping and procrastinating. Look at the countdown!

Yesterday was Physics SPA and I had no idea why my hands tremble. Like a bit not like pakistan.

Well this week is like tests overload! But it's coming to an end, yay.

Looking forward to the diligent shimin, soon.

#1071

2009-09-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

I guess text message does has its limitations.

Firstly, it's good in a sense that you can communicate with people kilometres away.

Secondly, it's so convenient that you can even text in class as you know the words sequence in the handphone dictionary, if you know what I'm talking about.

Thirdly, it allows sender to really practise his summary skills as it's called "short message service." or instant messaging like MSN.

However, how real can a person's words get when it get across the devices, just as words alone, so expressions whatsoever?

Even in real life, it's so difficult to decipher if he is speaking truely or just saying for the sake of saying it, not to mention diciphering through the words received.

Maybe I'm over sensitive, but it's mainly because this has repeatedly appear in my phone that I feel that there's a need to mention.

Even a simple "thank you", I feel that there isn't a need to even include in the text message, because you don't mean it.

22 days to EOY! Midnight oil everyone!

#1070

2009-09-15T00:36:00.001+08:00

Mother Nature has given us a good plot of land, as well as its course. Treasure it.

I have no idea why I'm giggling in the middle of the night.. Hmm 'cos of the picture?

#1069

2009-09-15T00:30:00.001+08:00

YOYOYOYO HIHIHIHI HELLO ALL!

I guess it's been a long time since I've vibrated with such vibrance! (:

Life's getting boring and aimless, yup, aimless, and insecurity starts to climb up the rank.

But hey there's going to be something to solve all these problems and yeah problems. Only and only if it's getting uncontrollable, just let it go.

As,

there is nothing impossible in this world.

Jiayou shimin! (:

#1068

2009-09-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

Band's down, EOY's up.

Gotta go on hiatus soon.

And thanks fluboes, for the effort put in yesterday. Wait till my month's plan is up and I'll text you guys (:

2 more days to start my work, quite a goner especially with a bad throat and a nose that runs.

Yup, I hate you for who you are, cos you aren't who you are.

#1067

2009-09-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

I, was totally grossed out. I wanted to splurt out everything here on Wednesday, but I thought it was a special day so I just skipped that whole chunk of ranting.

It was you, who taught me what was hatred. And it was you, who taught me how to fake out. And it was you, who taught me how to hate you.

Yup, that's it. You made me gross out, kudos man.

And I just want to say, you guys out there stop airing what you currently hold. Because of that, I know, there's nothing you guys think is above you, so you will boss around eh? Like whatever, I don't really give a single damn. haha I think it's damn hilarious to see that the counters are increasing and yet, I don't even freaking bother to close down this blog, because this post is for those who make my counters increase to read. ha ha ha

And hahaha that Wednesday morning was a good start (:

#1066

2009-09-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 09092009 to all!

There'll be only one of this day in a thousand year so do treasure it! (:

Wish everybody a happy day or night and yeah sweet dreams!

#1065

2009-09-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

A very Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers!

And I will like to show my sincere gratitude to the teachers whom had taught me before and currently teaching me now. As the saying goes, "Without you, I would not be whom I am now."

Thank you a million, and wish you a prosperous future! (:

#1064

2009-08-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

hahaha laugh my ass.

Proposal is quite a nice movie to catch. At least the time is spent worthwhile.

Maybe teenager's digest can let me catch some inspiration from there, to fight a single-handed battle. Utmost confidence.

haha. Suckers always suffer from the lousiest result. Suckers.

You know what you did, and you jolly well think from it.

#1063

2009-08-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

Sense of beaverness is overwhelming please. The radiation is so huge that I have to keep a 10m distance from you. Can't stand.

Nothing is everlasting, trust that man. But it's better to not be involve in that than otherwise. Cos it's so.. .. ..

I've got no idea if I'm helping you or harming you. Let's see.

#1062

2009-08-27T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hey sunshine boh! Thanks for your encouraging message seh! Brightens up my day I guess (:

Tests are all over but then I can still that something is still pressing on me.

Some things, will not just go like that. Yup. Maybe I wish I didn't know you, I wish I didn't experience that before so that I will not yearn to go back to that type of life, so that I won't get so upset over that, so that I, will treasure what is in front of me, what's really important and what's out there for me to really treasure.

Treat past memories as spilled water, there's no way to retrieve any water that leaks into the ground, so just let it seep and evaporate. It's time to tend other buckets of water.

#1061

2009-08-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

To succeed, is to allow them to have a taste of their own leadership. Said by someone, forgotten who already, but it does makes sense

Tomorrow will be the last test of this term other than the online test next week. Like finally! Couldn't wait to upload the picture of my records of tests for these 3 terms. It's like !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*(. Can't imagine what would happen next year.

Arrogance brings your head up, facing the ceiling, so that you can't see what others are doing, and you live in your own joy of "satisfaction" thinking you are the world best.

Okay I'm starting to get tensed up cos I don't get a single shit of lessons nowadays. Mind seem to be somewhere else, and concentration level is at its pit.

#1060

2009-08-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

The show on channel 8 now really depicts part of my life. haha.

Sweet and heartwrenching. Yup.

Sometimes the whole world seems to weigh down on you, but you have got no choice but to exert a force to carry the whole weight. Well, that's what I'm doing. I sincerely hope that all these will not be futile.

#1059

2009-08-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

Just as if you're given a second choice, would you still commit the same mistake? If, only if, it wasn't against my own conscience.

But, I couldn't admit that it wasn't. Yup, out of rash out of impulse, out of whatever that may be occuring at the spur of moment.

ha. ha.

Whatever it is, we learn to grow with our mistakes. Whatever it's behind, it's over already, nothing to salvage. What we can do is to learn from the mistakes and to take the ahead strides with caution with respect with sincerity.

As you go through life, you'll realise that it's these small little tiny incidents that make up the big picture, at least for the past 15 years of mine.

Maybe there's a simple motto to live by when handling inter-relationships, is to reciprocate what others did to you.
Yup.

Exams are not really round the corner, but when you finish walking along this corridor, you will see the exams round the corner. So it's like you walk along this, and then make a turn, you will see the exams. It appears to be expectedly short, don't know why though. Maybe I was expecting two weeks of papers or something.

It's in the hall, yay. (:

That's all for these few days, I hope the thing that gwen and I need to do can be done soooooooooooon.

#1058

2009-08-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

I think, abiding with moral values in life is an essential part of living.

Take for example, if you don't possess sincerity, and take responsibility like poop and not keeping to the time frame, then what else can you succeed.

Never mind.

Everything is weighing down, like to 10N/kg, on me. haha. Gravitational field strength. Just take studies CCA and family, it's like occupy all my concentration larrrr.

okay such an informal post.

Goodbye, screwed for tests this week. ):

#1056

2009-08-18T06:02:00.001+08:00

Self-reflection might do good, but only at the expense of not losing yourself.

Occassionally, when you're in doubt of yourself, try to investigate the surrounding environment then you conclude the fault on yourself, and from there, amend your mistakes.

If if if, your amendation is not recognised, then maybe you aren't even wrong in the first place, or maybe a second chance isn't given to you.

But, there are miracles.

#1055

2009-08-18T05:58:00.001+08:00

Well, you evil piece of meat. Stop smiling at one end and start shooting all those crap to another person on the other end. Whatever you wanna comment on me, just tell me straight in the face, idiot.

Okay I've gotta concentrate. Yup concentrate. :D

Jiayou all for the common test later.

Full of doubts, but won't doubts bring me even further?

#1054

2009-08-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

I've got no chains, but I've got a pair of ears for you to talk to.

#1053

2009-08-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

Whatever if you're to just keep it within the few walls, nothing's going to be coming out.

And that's a super shitty lousy choice please.

Use your brains if you've got any.

I believe in, whatever you're going to do to anyone, it's going to get back to you.

Witnessing all these humourous incidents make me laugh.

ha. ha.

HI I'm still alive.

#1052

2009-08-11T01:15:00.001+08:00

Happy Belated 44th National Day! :D

The thought, will pull me through tonight.
Although, it might be an illusion.

Or, a myth.

#1051

2009-08-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

Life sometimes got so tensed up, that you start to doubt everything, everyone.
Chill, and take a break, heave a breather.
Whatever.

AHS ACHIEVEMENT DAY 2009

It feels so good to get recognised and be rewarded isn't it! I think this day is surely further improvished with the fact that we've received the SYF photo yesterday. Sweet memories indeed. To those who didn't participate, think about it this way: Your 2011 SYF memory will get even deeper as there's only one single memory to occupy that amount of memory space. :D Fully utilized (:

Whatsoever, today feels like a normal long vacation. The type of EOY holidays. Maybe procrastination has taken a toll on me, and I shouldn't feel this way, should I. But it has indeed helped me to catch up on my drama serials (:

Long week next week or maybe a short one if you view tests as super time-consuming.

AHBAND, we can do it! Our first project as a new band. (:

#1050

2009-08-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

I thought it might be good to post once in a while. Because I've gotta keep this going (:

Life has been alright for me, just that my temper isn't quite good due to the sorching and no-wind weather.

Studies wise is still copable, around 10 weeks to EOY. Yeah start counting down now although I've got no idea when revision's going to start.

And I thought, sometimes a small treat for people might serve good, at least a upheave from their ):

Going off already, just keep on going and nothing's going wrong! (:

TAKE CARE GUYS. :D

#1049

2009-07-26T20:59:00.003+08:00

3 things.

1. Those who treat you like dirt, treat them like the same they'd treat you.
I'm not going to care more about those irritating people who don't treat people with equal importance as they are. Gross out.

2. I'm going to pei yang mo qi with ong from tomorrow, I guess. (:

3. The sky's really nice and the sounds are really nice. But the world is still so ugly.

#1048

2009-07-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

Today, after chen lao shi, coform, said about charactering and stuff and about we shouldn't be so meticulous and should be more human-oriented.

I was wondering, is she trying to alter our personality? But it sounds a bit huang miao, however it does helps to a certain extent. It left me pondering for the rest of her lesson, and dissuading me to be more proactive in studying, instead talk more.

Well, is that really the right approach to students? Question left unanswered.

What teachers say about real life totally contradict what they are imparting us.

#1047

2009-07-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

3 things:

1. Today was O Level Chinese Listening Comprehension 2009, 1132/3.
2. Didn't managed to catch 10% of solar eclipse.
3. Changed seat today.

#1046

2009-07-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

Wipe off the tears, and clear your mind.
Stay strong.

No matter what's going to happen, nothing is unsolvable.
Including this chapter of life, currently.

I believe that a period of separation will do good, but to a certain extent until it turns sour.

But nonetheless, the same person can't be always the person initiating, so, yup.

And shocked at how subconscious mind could take over the whole body. But that was a rightful scream. Definitely, still stand by my moral rights.

More, to life.

#1045

2009-07-21T21:42:00.004+08:00

Although we might be walking in the dark, there must be sounds to lead us out, to tell us which way is the right one. Sounds maybe misleading or really beneficial, but at least there's things for you to follow. See it in this way, if it's beneficial, then it can really lead us out of this oasis, this desolated land. If it is one of the misleading ones, at least you know that you must not throw caution to the wind, and to take extra care to listening to those that are worth listening and those that are not.

Same goes with life, there are many many many remarks comments you might heard about yourself. But isn't those classified under both of the category up there. If it's beneficial, such as positive remarks then might as well humbly accept it. If it isn't, then maybe it's time to reflect upon yourself and see if it's true, if it isn't, might as well just ignore, cos it's just a comment by a nobody. And nobody isn't really important, is it? Mind the word, 'it'.

If you find someone detestable because he or she has done something that you yourself believe it's utterly wrong, and he or she apologised, but you decided to ignore that word of sorry, then you're in the wrong undoubtly.

Oh whatever, life is indeed a heavy burden, but just ask yourself this, is life really that tough? Then how does people live up to ninety years old?

You might want to give up halfway cos you met setback, but, life is still long, and no time is there to waste. Might as well say, within this 24 hours, I must resolve this problem, if not it will just plunge in further and further. And up till then, there's no way to go back anymore. If there is, the effort and courage needed will be overwhelming.

Mutual respect is a necessity in all aspects of life, including between young and the old.

Okay, lastly, sorry for yesterday's post as when a person is in a fit of anger, anything can just come out.

#1044

2009-07-20T19:36:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, we have the choice to choose whether do we want the truth.

Sometimes, we'd much prefer to jump into conclusions and just assume things like you wished it was.

Somtimes, I'd choose to just let things go my way.

Cos I'm really too tired to think about anything anymore.

It was the most boring one that really push me to the corner and made me slept. Well, it started on a flat tone, therefore the subsequent portion of it really makes people lose the adrenaline or whatever.

I found your informant, ha.ha. There isn't a need for all these small gestures, just go and witness, and be in it. No point gossipping over THERE, and speaking that loud that I'm sorry, but even my lousy ears can hear. It's not that you aren't qualified or something. Stupid.

Umpat is really driving me nuts, just had to say that umpat is really (N). Everything of umpat sucks, and umpat has got mental problem up there. Lousy C, L, O, P.

Just a word of reminder, if you really want to gossip, just go somewhere discreet, you are afraid that everyone can't hear you, is it?

Junlong and Hongwei came back to band today! Happy happy~ :D

Love and I has devised something, again. hahhahaha.

Umpat, just f off. Disperse and disband yourself alright. Just destroy yourself.

#1043

2009-07-19T19:37:00.003+08:00

Anxiety is consuming my everything.

Shouldn't I transfer this form of energy to something efficient?

Today I went to the places where they plant orchids. It was a wonderful places with lots of shops. Love and I saw a very nice roots that's worth the buy, so we bought it. Roots refer to bottoms. yup. (:

Finally, a breather from a week of hectic. And tomorrow's the start of it again. How sianzxs.
Never mind, the night always comes before the day. So tomorrow will be the start of the whole routine, whereby I'll attain day by the end of it. :D

Ganbatte! Life isn't that hard, is it?

#1042

2009-07-16T21:53:00.003+08:00

Only when you believe in rainbow, then it'd appear.

Only when you believe in hope, then it'd happen.

Only when you believe you can do it, then you'd do it.

Crazy diet with lots of temptations!

I love bio lab today. Maybe I was really overly excited with heartrates and the super cool data-logger. okay whatever.

I believe that, only when you are really determined to get your message across, the other party would get the message.

And if you're feeling really (N) today. Plunge into a sleep, and the next day when you see the sunrise, tell yourself, you're starting afresh today. And make it a better day than the yester.

It's hard to achieve but, it's achievable!

Why people, are so centralised to their own thinking, that they're just concerned about what they want to talk about, and ignore about what the other people is currently talking on. Well, that's human nature ; selfishness.

Be happy! :D

#1041

2009-07-16T03:43:00.003+08:00

LUNCH :D

Don't ask me why am I not asleep at this time, cos my biological clock is topsy turvy.

NIGHTS ;D

#1040

2009-07-15T00:54:00.003+08:00

I just realise, the closer you're to the person that hurts you, the more hurtful it will get.
But, at that point of time, you've already made up your mind, to strike her off the "close friends list/ trusted friends list / can rely on list"

Yup, utterly disappointed in you by the way.

To really know what is the cause, and just shoot all the nasty remarks at the cause. Please, it's not my fault, it's yours.

And to pick up the courage to "disown", is a feat.